drove down to Tacoma today with my girl @saa-star (: went to boypren’s house and had an intense 2.5 hr cuddle sesh haha it was awesome. then went to the tacoma dome for his graduation ^^ had a great time seeing his friends and family again (: after graduation, we went to dinner with his family (: and omg his family is so sweet and adorable! especially his mommy (: it’s so comforting knowing that my bf’s parents like me too and theyre always so sweet! (: after dinner, we went back to boypren’s house and cuddled more (: nothing is better than cuddling and making out haha ^^ i only get to cuddle with my bf like once a month if im lucky or sometimes even every other month so when we actually get to cuddle, we take it to the next level haha sadly i had to go home :( but it’s okay because it’s almost summer time! (: and ill get to see Teerah more ^^ if only every day could be as good as this one …

Super awesome time with my boypren today (: we went shopping and omg i left my iphone in the microsoft store :( thankfully some super duper awesomely nice person turned it into the lost and found for me <3 ugh i love you! whoever you are… haha but seriously almost had a heart attack over losing my phone. then we went to facing east for lunch and babe had taiwanese food for the first time ^^ after that we went to go see Fast 6 AND HOLY SHIT THE FIRST MINUTE WAS BASICALLY PORN TO ME LIKE DAMNNNNN THAT SKYLINE UNF seriously tho.. watching those sexy cars while getting freaky with the boypren asjdlfjf lol sexual frustration was finally relieved. pretty good movie with a crazy ending haha but omg the part with the plane totally reminded me of toy story 2… and some parts had cheesy lines but then again SEXY CARSSSS WAHHHH after the movies we went to the park just to relax and that was probably my favourite part of the date ^^ just sitting in the grass talking and laughing about everything (: he made me so incredibly happy today <3 almost cried when i had to say goodbye tho wahhh long distance sucks :( but yup havent had a day like this in a while so i definitely enjoyed every second of it ^^ I love you Teerah (: 5ever <3 mwuah (:

Went dorm touring today at my future college yeeeee <3 totes excited omgomgomg haha my mom was making friends with the taiwanese kids while i was still being an awko taco haha the school campus is so big tho wahhh im gonna need like a moped or something to get to class or hire a football player to carry me and my books haha ^^ before when i visited the school i was just there for fun but now it’s officially my future school so so so excited :D

sooo on March 30th, babe and I went to downtown bellevue to eat sushi and go the the park (: it was sooooo nice outside :D we sat in the park and watched the indian holi festival ^^ hmm it was just the perfect day

but then on april 6, I only got to see the boypren for an hr because mother nature decided to mess up my plans :( it was like satan in my ovaries >.< babe was super nice about it tho and even offered to go buy me medication <3 i felt sooo bad that day but that day really made me realize that i neeeeed him in my life <3 

okay so fast forward to tuuuday:

teerah met me in seattle today with his friends justin and sam, then we drove to Tacoma where we went to the Buddhist temple for Khmer new years  (: saw traditional khmer dancing, made wishes, and prayed (: it’s been so long since ive been to a buddhist temple so i really needed that today ^^ felt so peaceful (: I really need to go more often (: theres a temple by my house but it’s hindu and id be an awko taco in there .___. after the temple, we went back to boypren’s house and hung out with his cousin. then had an intense cuddle sesh (✿ ♥‿♥) lasdlkf needed that so bad haha then we chilled with his cousin again just hanging out in his room (: im so happy babe liked the gshock i got him for his birthday :D yeeee <3 haha oh and i got to see boypren’s parents and sister again (: theyre so funny and cute haha and they ship us <3 sadly i had to come back home T________T but hopefully ill get to see him more now (: super fun day today ^^

On the outside I’m like:

But on the inside I’m like: 

On days I want to kill myself, I read life of pi. It’s not exactly the best therapy but it’s therapeutic in the sense of making me appreciate what I have.

So happy that I got into UW (: so happy that my hard work actually paid off ^^ I just really can’t express how extremely happy and grateful I am (: I was driving home from school when I ran into my brother at the entrance of our neighborhood. He took the mail keys and we opened the mailbox together. He told me that he doesn’t think it’ll come today but BAM there it was in its awkward gold coloured envelope (: I opened it and yeahhhhh acceptanceeee whoooooo~~~ haha my brother’s face lit up and he started screaming as he hugged me (; asdljf My brother hasn’t hugged me in years haha it was monumental ^^ I called my mom and she was like “ok, congratulations, okay, bye” .__________. I called my dad and he was like “good, congratulations, see you didn’t have to worry! you still need to study for finals though. we can celebrate later this wk. Are you doing anything thursday night? lets go see the seattle symphony” ^_^ that was a little better but then I call Teerah and it was like ADKJDHAISGDJHSBDKJSA we screamed and it was awesome haha my boyfriend is always there to love and support me <3 haha but yay i can stop being a pussy and cry myself to slp every night :D PSYDUCK IS GOING TO COLLEGE YERYERYER XD

            These past two days have been absolutely indescribable (: my feels are overflowing to the point where I am tearing up (: I never expected that Valentines Day would be so amazing this year ^^

            So yesterday after a long and boring session of Precalc, besties Christian and MJ drove me to Tacoma to see Teerah (: it took us a longggggg time but we finally made it ^^ Teerah had no idea that I was going to see him. Once I got outside his house, I called him telling him that I just got home from school. Then I rang the doorbell and he said that he was gonna go get the door real quick and there I was ^^ he was so happy and surprised ugh it was the cutest thing haha (: After I said hello to his dad (who was super nice and sweet) we of course went straight to his room for an intense cuddle sesh haha (: I gave him a buildabear and chocolate and he got me the most beautiful roses, chocolate, and adorable balloons (: after reading my super long letter full of romantic derp, we cuddled for hours ^^ it felt so perfect to finally feel his lips on mine and being close to eachother again (◕‿◕✿) the feels just overflowed alsdjfldkjf i was way too happy haha (: finally I had to go home and it was sad but I knew it would be okay because I would see him the next day ^^ I was just so happy to have such an amazing valentines day with the perfect guy ^^

            Today was our late Valentines Date in Bellevue and seattle ^^ we went to Lincoln Square and watched Safe Haven AND OMFG SO GOOD everyone HAS to see it (: it plot twisted so hard though lol (: So happy that he remembered how badly I wanted to see that movie ^^ after Safe Haven we ate at Sushi Maru ^^ the waiters actually got my order right for once haha (: after sushi we went to downtown seattle to go ride the ferris wheel ^^ we got there a little early so we walked around the waterfront and omg everyone was shipping us so hard haha (: I made Teerah try saltwater taffy and idk why hes so weird but he hates it haha oh well more for me I guess haha ^^ it was so nice to just walk on the waterfront hand in hand wearing matching couple sweatshirts ^^ The sun started to go down so we went on the Ferris Wheel (: there were soooo many people so unfortunately we couldn’t get one to ourselves so we had to share with this one super nice lady and her daughter haha (: nonetheless it was still really romantic and cute to watch the sunset and the rest of beautiful seattle with him ^^ after the ferris wheel we took pictures by the waterfront and omg this lady shipped us so hard that she took so many pictures for us haha (: we took a kissing picture and she made us do it over and over again just so she could get the perfect shot haha she was so sweet ^^ then we started walking towards pike place when a random hobo yells super loud, “DO YOU LOVE HER?” so teerah yelled back, “Yes I do!” then the hobo told him to kiss me and told him that we would make love tonight AHAHAHA  #dead like seriously who says that? haha so we walked away and the hobo kept saying stuff lol I don’t even know what to say to him… haha I guess he just shipped us super hard? We walked around downtown seattle for a while but Teerah wanted to find a place to sit down? I was confused but I decided to take him to this place that had the perfect view of the Ferris Wheel. He sat me down and told me he wants to be with me forever ♥ but to be together forever, we have to be together first. THEN IT HAPPENED (: he asked me to be his girlfriend officially (‘: Im so happy I don’t even know how to put it into words haha after 7 months of dating we have finally made it official ^^ even though we’ve already been dating for 7 months making it official feels so different but in a good way ^^ everything was just beyond perfect today (: I love you Teerah ♥ 5ever (: and thank you for being the best boyfriend in the world, treating me like a princess, and always making me happy ♥ mwuah ♥ (:  

wow its been more than sixth months (:

I know we’ve been having our ups and downs lately like all couples do but seeing him in person made me forget everything and love him like no other. I finally got to see Teerah today after 3 weeks of waiting and it was perfect. He bussed for two hours just to meet me at Bellsquare. Having his lips on mine, holding me close, and saying “I love you” to me was just the best feeling ever. Perfection. First we went to the Disney store and did some other shopping then we walked to the park. Yeah sitting in the park might sound lame but to us it was so relaxing and fun. Sitting there on the park bench just talking and laughing (: it was just perfect to me. We do this weird thing where we like to narrate what other people are doing or thinking haha Finally it got too cold so we had to go back into the mall. We both loveeeee interior design so we were being old people and looking for stuff for “our future home” haha then we passed by Abercrombie and omfg this guy was giving Teerah the gayest look ever aslkdfjld I don’t understand…. guys never look at me but Teerah has hella guys looking at him … how does this work?! yeah but hes mine okay aslkdjfdlkf after going to several other stores we both got hungry so we went to go get sushi ^^ it was really good except the waiter deprived me of my favourite foods </3 but teerah made it all better (: he just has the cutest smile and whenever he laughs slkjfldkf too cute (‘: he has a weird phobia of edamame tho… after dinner we went to jamba juice and drank freshly squeezed OJ ^^ it’s basically like FLORIDA in a cup <3 yumm ^^ we took super derpy pictures because that’s just what we always do haha sadly the day had to come to an end and I had to say goodbye to him T_T but it’s okay because at least I got to spend a lot of time with him today and he made every second of today perfect (: I love you Teerah <3 (:

I miss the way you would hold me when we go out on dates or when we stay inside and just cuddle….